i'm happy. yep i'm happy :) at least i'm happy until i'm proven wrong but that's ok, God is Love anyways :)

so, today went like this:

1. went to church with manda and java. i was GENUINELY HAPPY when i walked out of the rock auditorium. totally, absolutely, pleasantly contented. :)) take take take it all!
2. and i was made even more full of contentment (haha!) after i've satiated my craving for ben & jerry's chunky monkey :)) ice cream with some of my favourite people in the world is LOVE i tell you, incomparable. and it helped that the place was so colourful. bright solid colours everywhere and the little details most wont notice made the place even more lovely, like the snapple caps stuck on the counter so that those little bits of wisdom showed, and the little thank you notes stuck on the wall, and the little old granny and her little grandson licking cones together across a tiny table, and the little piece of green plastic added onto the smiley on the dustbin cover so that it looked like it's just had and enjoyed its absolute fill of ice cream.. it was cosy and there was great company, couldnt have asked for more



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3. java and i then went for a run. it's as over-distancing as over-distancing can get. and i realised my 'post promo wish' -- we ran from bishan to orchard TO BOTANIC GARDENS in 1 hour. 2 days late, but it's more than made up with the spur of the moment decision to run to the botanics. :)) amazing. and the world is filled with nice people who lined up along the path so you could get by and smile and tell you to "keep going!" when you've thanked them.. and nice fellow runners to who sort of hold up a hand in greeting. and i got to see the horses again when we ran past the polo club.. i remember how i used to crane my neck to catch glimpses of them whenever i pass by on 54 on the way back from rg. and horses are such powerful and graceful animals dont you think? tho i wonder if they've ever felt claustrophobic, if they thot the field is big enough, if they've ever thot of jumping across the fence and out into the open? but i guess they were born and bred there? i dont know. and the botanics was filled with happy people too :) nice and cheery and java was fascinated with the gate :D

yup so that's how the day went.

we talked about lotsa stuff, about the most spontaneous topics, like..
java's weird dream;
how we felt about our classes, how we (or actually more like i) really want to get along with the class but because of training &c, we miss out on all these outings the class has, and as a result we sort of have a hard time relating to them.. and i told her about how i tried, with the bee thing to participate in class stuff but how this girl kinda hurt me when she asked me what i was doing it for? was it because i'm the culture rep? but we both agreed we should still try, and two years is too short, and we will regret if we never made the effort to get to know these people that God has put in your life;
i was thinking about her running out of the house and just parents in general and i asked her about this thot i've had for the longest time: have you ever wondered that yknow, when you get tired of your parents nagging at you and you make a vow to yourself you'll never turn out to be like them, that 30 maybe 40 yrs ago, your parents prolly made the same vow? haha. randomness;
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it was really nice to talk to java and be sensible for a while :) sometimes i wonder if i joke too excessively, if i'm cheating my friends of getting to know the person i really am.. but as long as i have this thot, i can never become too fake right? and besides, i really love to have fun with my friends :)

i was going to rant about how over-rated it is that people my age think it's the definition of cool if you club or drink before you're legally allowed to but i think that will have to wait. because as you can see i'm kinda jumping all over the place here, which is an amazing feat considering my knees are sore like lemons are sour, and that will make me legally lame, wouldn't it? and also when i'm jumping all over the place and hence am evidently not very awake, i wont be able to present my case properly and will get cyberly shot dead and proclaimed MS P & P, which i would like to think is Pretty and Pleasant, but is really Prim and Proper.

ok SHUT UP.

why do they leave the main gate closed but the side gates open anyways? oh i know! so people like java can admire it in its full majesty.

i'm sorry, i know i'm more bananas than you are. but you know what it's ok, cos i've my own piece of mind and two points for honesty.

no really, i SHOULD shut up.

AFTER i've said this:
i like witnessing little ironies in life,
like a transparent plastic bag (the kind you get in a roll at ntucs) dancing with the wind, dangerously missing getting caught (confusing grammar, ugh) on the branches of some skinny tree by a sudden gust of wind, or .. just drifting off, like a baby in its mother's arms, to sleep (kinda like me now, sans the arms, and evidently sans sanity);
little plants growing healthily and brilliantly green along the mrt rail tracks;
and soap bubbles in the air, being blown from the void deck of some block of flats, onto the road, where they will get knocked down by cars and vanish with a PoP (ugh ELISA, HELLLP!!).
go to, then; your considerate stone.
12:32 AM
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